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KiSsEd Me In ThE rAiN Servey.. [26 Jan 2005|05:56pm] [ mood | depressed ] Long Survey About Yourself Created by bleedwithoutreason and taken 16310 times on bzoink! What time are you starting this? 4:48 Name? Alysa Nicknames? Lysa Date of birth? 12*18*90 Sex? Yes..with you. Height? 5' somethin. Eye color? Brown Where were you born? Detroit Number of candles on your last birthday cake? 14 Pets? 2 Dogs, 2 Cats, 2 Fishies, Hamster, Ginea Pig, And a Turtle. Hair color? Brown with blond and red highlights. Piercings? Ears..Belly button soon! Town you live in? Flat Rock :-( Favorite foods? Either Tacos or Soup. Ever been to Africa? Nope, I want to though. Been toilet papering? Yeah Love someone so much it made you cry? Yeah, Yesterday. Been in a car accident? Yeah, Last summer. Croutons or bacon bits? Bacon bits Favorite day of the week? Friday Favorite resturant? Rudys.. My dad owns it. Favorite flower? Rose Favorite sport to watch? Basketball Favorite drink? Pepsi Favorite ice cream flavor? Jamoca Warner Bros. or Disney? Disney Favorite fast food restuarant? Taco Bell Carpet color in your bedroom? Baige? How many times did you fail your driver's test? Havent taken it yet. Whom did you get your last email from? Mike Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? Best Buy What do you do most often when you are bored? Talk on the computer. Most annoying thing to say to me? w00p, w00p. Bedtime? I dont have one. Favorite TV show? Dont have one. Last person you went out to dinner with?: Hm..My grandparents. Been out of country? Yeah Believe in magick? Not really Ford or Chevy? Ford What are you listening to right now? Um..Nothing.. Have you ever failed a grade? Nope, but i should be in 9th, my birthday missed the deadline though. If you have, what grade did you fail? Didnt fail one. Do you have a crush on someone? Yeah Do you have a bf/gf? No If so, what is their name? Dont have one How long have you been together? Dont have one, therefor we havent been together. What are you wearing right now? A shirt that says i love southern boys and jeans. Would you have sex before marriage? .. Have you ever had a crush on any of your teachers? Yeah..lol Are you a virgin? .. Do you smoke? .. Do you drink? Yeah. Im a party girl. Are you ghetto? Um..No. lol Are you a player? No What are your favorite colors? Blue, Pink, And Green. What is your favorite animal? Pug Dog Do you have any birthmarks? Yeah two. lol. Have you ever gotten your ass kicked? Nope. Who do you talk to most on the phone? Jesse Have you ever been slapped? As a joke, Not like bitch slapped. Do you get online a lot? Yeah Are you shy or outgoing? Outgoing most of the time Do you shower? No.. Yes i take a shower.. who wants to be smelly?! Do you hate school? Yeah Do you have a social life? Yeah How easily do you trust people? Not very easy, at least not anymore. Do you have a secret people would be surprised knowing? Yeah Would you ever sky dive? Yeah Do you like to dance? Sometimes Have you ever been out of state? Yeah Do you like to travel? Yeah Have you ever been expelled from school? Dont think so. Have you ever been suspended from school? Yeah Do you want to get out of your hometown? Yeah Are you spoiled? Yeah Are you a brat? Yeah Have you ever been dumped? Yeah Have you ever gotten high? Yeah Do you like snapple? Yeah Do you drink a lot of water? Not really What toothpaste do you use? Crest Do you have a cell phone? Yeah Do you have a curfew? Nope Who do you look up to? My bestfriends and my family. Are you a role model? Idk? Am i? Have you ever been to Six Flags or Cedar Point? Yeah What name brand do you wear the most? Aeropostale What kind of jewelry do you wear? Whatever i feel like wearing... What do you want pierced? Belly button Do you like takin pictures? Yeah Do you like gettin your picture taken? Sometimes Do you have a tan? A little Bit Do you get annoyed easily? Sometimes. Have you ever started a rumor? Nope Do you have your own phone or phone line? Yeah Do you have your own pool? Nope Do you prefer boxers or briefs? None.. Do you have any siblings? Yeah Have you ever been played? Yeah Have you ever played anyone? Nope Do you get along with your parents? Sometimes, not really though. How do you vent your anger? Yelling or Crying. lol Have you ever ran away? Yeah Have you ever been fired from a job? Nope Do you even have a job? Nope Do you daydream a lot? Not really Do you have a lot of ex's? Yeah Do you run your mouth? Not really What do you want a tattoo of? an angel with horns that says " Bad Angel " What do you have a tattoo of? Nothing What does your ex bf/gf look like? Dont feel like describing. What does your most recent crush look like? Again, Dont feel like describing. Whats her/his name? Um..I forget..haha like im gonna tell everyone. Have you ever been bitched out? Not really, I usually do the bitching out. Are you rude? If you piss me off. What was the last compliment you recieved? A few minutes ago. Do you like getting dirty? Sure. Are you flexiable? Idk.. What is your heritage? Whats that mean? What is your lucky number? 69 What does your hair look like right now? Straight, Long, And sexxyyyy lol.. jp Could you ever be a vegetarian? I am, sorta. lol Describe your looks? Idk? If you had to completely dye your hair it'd be what color? Blonde Would you ever date someone younger than you? Yeah, Did already Would you ever date someone older than you? Yeah, Did already When was the last time you were drunk? Um, Within the past week.. i think? How many rings until you answer the phone? Depends who it is. Have you ever been skinny dipping? Yeah If yes, when was the last time? In the summer. When was the last time you went on a date? In the summer. Do you look more like your mother or father? Idk? Do you cry a lot? Yeah. Do you ever cry to get your way? Sometimes. What phrase do you use most when on the phone? Ok? Are you the romantic type? Yeah Have you ever been chased by cops? Yeah, December 23rd with Kate, Jordan, Cody, Jon, Marisa, And Ashley. What do you like most about your body? Hm..not sure.. What do you like least about your body? Alot of things. When did you have your first crush? Preschool When was the last time you threw up? Awhile ago In the opposite sex, do you prefer blondes or brunettes? Doesnt matter. Do you ever wear shirts do show your belly? Yeah What about cleavage? What cleavage?! lmao. Is your best friend a virgin? Depends which ones. Have you ever fucked someone up? .. Have you ever been fucked up? .. What theme does your room have? Um..Frogs? i guess? What size show do you wear? I dont wear shows..sorry. What is your screen name on AIM? XlOstInYoUrLiEzX How are you feeling right now? Depressed When was the last time you were at a party? Last week Have you ever given a lapdance? Yeah, lol. Have you ever recieved one? Yeah Has there ever been a rumor spread about you? Yeah, lots. What is one of your bad qualilties? My emotioness.. What is one of your good qualilties? Not to sure. Would you marry for money? Nope, thats gay. What do you drive? An imaginary car.. Are you more of a mommys or daddys child? Not really either So? Whats up? Well? I love you! When was the last time you cried in school? Last month. Would you ever hook up with the same sex? Nope. What kind of music do you like? Any kind Would you ever bungee jump? Yeah, It sounds really fun. What is your worst fear? Love and Death. Would you ever join the army? NO! My cousins is it and he has to go to war..for the 2nd time! :-( Do you like cows? I like their spots. If you were to die today, what would you do? Idk.. If you had one last word to say to someone before you die, what would it b? I love you. Do you like to party? Yes!! Hearts or broken hearts? Hearts Moons or stars? Stars..They make things more romantic. lol Coke or pepsi? Pepsi Favorite scent? Softball or Basketball. Favorite band? Idk.. Would you ever dye your hair red? Yeah How many languages can you speak? Um..like 2..but not alot of it. What time are you finishing this? 5:55 Create a Survey | Search Surveys | Go to bzoink!

KiSsEd Me In ThE rAiN Really bored. [08 Jan 2005|10:51am] [ mood | confused ] Last night i was supposed to go to Tinas but nooo people have to be gay and not drive me. Out of the blue Robby called me. lol. It scared the shit outa me when the phone rang. I hung out with Jesse and Joe pretty much all day yesterday cause i couldnt really do anything else. But yeahh. Well my mom is cooking me food so im gonna go. Bye*Bye

3 HoTtIEs x KiSsEd Me In ThE rAiN I hate this house.. [03 Jan 2005|10:19pm] [ mood | depressed ] Well..Today has sucked. My mom went to tenesee or whatever for a work trip and my dad thinks that he can treat us however he wants to.. He's been an ass to me pretty much the whole day. I really cant take him anymore. He started hitting me in the car.. "Because he can" If i live with him any longer i dont know what im gonna do. I cant be in this house with him. He makes me feel like shit. He tells me that i was an accident. Really nice huh?! yeah.. He thinks after he makes a mistake, buying me stuff is gonna fix it, But nothing will ever fix what he does and make me stop hating him. Hes my enemy. I dont like him at all. I usually dont tell everyone this stuff, But its getting out of hand. My mom wont get a devorce from him which really pisses me off cause i dont wanna be here with him. But hey, She loves him.. Dont know whats so great about him, Hes a pervert that only wants sex. I really just think my mom lets him get away with way to much. He says shit about all my friends all the time and i really get pissed about it. They are my friends, not his, he doesnt have to like them.. I told him that im gonna be one of the alcholics cause of him. Im gonna make his life hell. Ill treat him how he treats me. Everyone thinks im emotional, But stay here for a night, maybe you will find out how he really is.. Its alot to put up with. Yeah, me being a bitch might add on to things but he makes me be a bitch. But enough about him. Everything else is falling apart too though. My mom is always being a bitch. Everything is about her. And if i ask for one thing she goes crazy on me. Ive been trying to move in with my grandma and if that doesnt happen, ill just pack my shit and stay with a friend. Im not gonna live my life like this anymore. Im sick of being emotional. I hate it. I want to go back to the old me, The happy one, when i lived on 15801 Harrison in a house That i liked and a neighborhood i loved to death. Here I sit in my house, go on the computer, and talk on the phone. I try to get away from here as often as i cant but I cant get away to much so i just try to deal with everything, even though its all making me go crazy inside. I didnt go to bed till about 4 yesterday. I was really depressed over alot of stuff. And i had a dream and It made me sad so i just stayed up pretty much the rest of the night. I mean oh well, Whats another sleepless night gonna do?! I really have a hard time dealing with things anymore. I tell my dads mom stuff and she sticks up for my dad, And when she isnt sticking up for him shes making everything with him worse. Its like he wants me to keep my life to myself and not tell anyone anything because he doesnt wanna sound like the bad person. But Im just gonna tell people everything for now on. Maybe this is where ill find out who my true friends are. And who alls gonna stick with me through all this. I know some people say Im a slut, A phsyco, But really im not. For me cutting used to make me lose all the pain. I dont do it really anymore though. I used to get high to get things off my mind, but everything comes back right after it wears off, so i quit that pretty much. I used to overdose, but theres just no point to that anymore. Sometimes i drink to get things off my mind but its not really that bad. For now on Im just gonna be emotional.. Thats all i can do. Im sick of hurting my friends and family that actually cares. I know for a fact that Kate will always be a part of my life. Shes helped me through everything. Without her help, i probally wouldnt be here today, So thanks Kate. And thanks to anyone else whos been helping me out these few months with all the shit thats been going on. I really appriciate you guys. Ive always got a shoulder for you guys to cry on when you need it. I know im emotional myself, But id die for you guys and id do whatever it takes to make you live a happier life that i ever did. If i saw you guys like this, It would kill me. I dont want my friends to live in pain. Id rather be the one who gets it all. But anyways.. I always thought that there was no point in living, But believe me, There is. Yeah i hate my life at home and in school. But i wanna spend everyday that i can living my life with my friends. Sometimes I sit home and cry. I tell my parents im sick all the time so that i can have some time to myself to sit down and cry myself to sleep. I usually end up making the right decision. Writing really helps me feel better. (If your going through a hard point in your life, try it. It will help, Beleive me. Sometimes i dont go to bed. I just stay up crying and go to school, looking like a mess. Id rather be at school than at home with my dad. Hes always an ass when i stay home anyways. I really need help in school though. From all the staying home because Im not strong enough to take what people say i had alot of absent work and if i fail, things will just get worse. And right now, I really just wouldnt be able to take that on top of whats already here. I really miss my old friends, I miss Allen Park in general. Im home sick. I feel like a part of me was torn out. I cant go past my old house without crying. Its just really bad. I wish i could get stronger, But i guess ill always just be the emotional girl. Well Im done for today.. You now have heard my cry for help. :-\ *AlYsA*

10 HoTtIEs x KiSsEd Me In ThE rAiN New Journal [02 Jan 2005|10:20pm] [ mood | exhausted ] Just Testing this thing out!

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